Good. I am feeling quite peaceful.
These days i had some great laughs over the "get fuzzy" comics in the papers and i am starting to read my long neglected forum pages like the STinteractive. Little pleasures in life need not be too obscure and hard to understand or obtained. I just have a tendency to overdramatize things and i'd have to admit i am a closet drama queen in the making. Except they are all inner turmoil and only upon occasion surface.

Perhaps i am a closet drama queen with stage fright.

But, most of the time i got carried away with my emotions and thoughts. My perceptions are often skewed and biased. My only excuse is that these are personal experiences which affects me. That had no bearing on objectivity. I am capable of being nicer to people i will hurt in this process sometimes. Other times, i hurt them before i realize that i could have been nicer. I have forgotten about simple pleasures and instead focused on perceived pain and regrets.

I make no apologies now. And since it is hardly fair to expect apologies, so i will try not to. I will just try harder to remember other things and leave other memories alone.

Let's see how long can i remain lucid this time round...